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The Song of Wandering Aengus

Keats knows his business. If the primary goal of poetry is to strike to the heart of things succinctly, Keats nails it. This poem, for instance, tells a complete story in three stanzas of eight lines each. He wastes nothing, but doesn’t sound sparse. He maintains a sumptuous, bittersweet atmosphere without bloating, and without sounding snooty. These few, achingly simple lines at the end are especially beautiful:

I will find out where she has gone,
And kiss her lips and take her hands;
And walk among long dappled grass,
And pluck till time and times are done,
The silver apples of the moon,
The golden apples of the sun.

The last line of the poem has inspired several other works; most notably: one of Ray Bradbury’s short story collections, which itself inspired an album by Devendra Banhart. The more I read, the more I see chains—or, more accurately, webs—of influence form and jump from artist to artist, even and sometimes especially across media.

Read the full text of the poem; it’s short. I quoted almost a third of it.

Give me Robin Hood and I will be a merry man

I don’t know, good horse,
As we trot in this dark here
That robbing the rich is for worse or for best
They take it by stealing and lying and gambling
And I take it my way, my shiny Black Bess.

— Woody Guthrie, The Unwelcome Guest

Music is the only way to access certain concepts. Revolution may be one such.

The Beard Off

It’s a duel. Involving shaving.

The Beard Off

Image courtesy of Tofer Moran.

Le Petit Prince

When I was a kid, we had a claymation video of The Little Prince which scared and bored me in turns. My mother threw it away years ago, in a pre-move purge of nonessential objects, and I never missed it. I couldn’t find any footage online, so I can’t reevaluate it. Maybe it wasn’t as creepy or as dull as I remember, but, justified or not, my opinion of the video stopped me from reading The Little Prince until now. Not good.

Le Petit Prince, as the book is called in its original French, is a classic on the order of Pilgrim’s Progress and Das Kapital; it’s timeless and heartbreakingly beautiful. The author, Antoine de Saint Exupéry, used his experience, as a pilot who crashed in the desert and a witness to the general melancholy of midwar Europe, as fodder. The narrator is also a pilot who has crashed in the desert and despairs of being rescued. The way he describes the desert is particularly apt, and gave me the sense he wasn’t talking about the desert. Lines like:

“What makes the desert beautiful,” said the little prince, “is that somewhere it hides a well”

show the little prince’s wisdom. This scene with the fox particularly resonates with me. The fox begins:

“It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important.”

“It is the time I have wasted for my rose—” said the little prince so he would be sure to remember.

“Men have forgotten this truth,” said the fox. “But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose…”

Exupéry was a thoughtful, quiet man. I’m looking forward to reading his autobiography, Wind, Sand and Stars, which I found in a thrift store for 50 cents. It’s waiting on my shelf for me to finish the other stacks.

His pen and ink illustrations are excellent as well, and add to the journal-ish feel, as well as contributing to the characterization of both the narrator and the prince. The scene in which we meet the prince uses the drawings brilliantly; it even uses their self-admittedly poor quality. All of the comments on imagination and faith the narrator has been making focus down on the prince in that moment, though he is completely unaware of his heightened state of enlightenment.

The best sections of the book were the cumulative expressions of the love the narrator had for the prince, and Exupéry’s explication of loneliness, loss, and innocence. Passages like this one foreshadow heavily:

“Whomever I touch, I send back to the earth from whence he came,” the snake spoke again. “But you are innocent and true, and you come from a star . . .”

The little prince made no reply.

“You move me to pity—you are so weak on this Earth made of granite,” the snake said. “I can help you, some day, if you grow too homesick for your own planet. I can—”

“Oh! I understand you very well,” said the little prince. “But why do you always speak in riddles?”

“I solve them all,” said the snake.

And they were both silent.

The bittersweetness of friendship and loss runs through the book—the prince and his tamed fox, for instance, and of course the narrator and the prince. The little prince’s grave and chidish wisdom made me love him as much as the narrator does. It’s a touching book, profoundly sad and pure. You can read it for free online.

The Dangerous Alphabet

One of my favorite writers, Neil Gaiman, wrote The Dangerous Alphabet as a Christmas card, which along with his “Nicholas Was” flash piece, is an example of my favorite way to celebrate Christmas: write a creepy story. HarperCollins decided at some point The Dangerous Alphabet would make a better book than card, so they asked Gris Grimly to illustrate it. Good choice.

A word on the art: it’s fantastic. The pen and watercolor is full of texture and character: rust and clammy skin crusted with sewer grime and thin, tickling hairs abound. Everyone’s hands, even the children’s, are arthritic; their fingers are long and bent, with swollen, red knuckles. Chilling. The beasts in the water and on the slips of land and platform are all unique but they share the an underlying malignancy which somehow manages to seem also playful. Nothing is quite serious, but then again, these things lurking under the water have shifty eyes and long arms… It gives off the feeling one can be scared and enjoy it.

The Dangerous Alphabet had less story in the words than I was expecting. I don’t know why I expected that, since Neil Gaiman said as much in his blog. There’s certainly no “and then Jack did this, then that, and finally killed a giant.” The words push the story along, but they don’t dominate. As Neil Gaiman says, the story happens mostly in the reader’s head.

A good example of the art taking over for the text: the page for ‘I’ reads, “I am the author who scratches these rhymes,” and shows an illustration of an ancient man in robes, wearing a far-reaching, almost sentient beard. He’s chained to the wall, ceiling, and an iron ball, and he’s writing with a quill. That phrase, “I am the author…” is fairly uninspiring without the image, but with it conveys quite a bit about the nature of story creation. The rest of the illustrations are like that, to one degree or another.

Browse the first few pages of the book at the HarperCollins site to see what I mean. I think you’ll say along with me, “Are those hairy eyes in the water?”

The Big Sleep

The Big Sleep is the first novel of Raymond Chandler’s I’ve read, and so far the best. The language is magnificent. The cadence, iconic similes, and raw energy all form a tense, brooding mood which plays over my mind in black and white. And, of course, the dialog snaps back and forth—everybody’s clever; witty repartee abounds, and everyone drinks enough liquor to ignite a dozen livers each. (He brings out my noirish tendencies.)

Together with Dashiell Hammett, Chandler created a truly American style, if there is such a thing, which exemplifies our national tough-guy facade. World-weary, bitterly sarcastic, self-assured; a lover but never giving love too much ground—that’s Chandler’s California, and the kind of America I’d like to see more (sort of).

Whether you like him or not, Philip Marlowe is a great character. He doesn’t have to be liked. Despite his constant drinking and gruff manner, he’s an upstanding person of unflinching moral fortitude. His is a lonely, dark road—and we get the sense he prefers it that way.

He figures crimes out slowly, as we readers do, detail by detail, and gets through by a combination of luck and toughness. Everything that happens, regardless of how unexpected, he takes in stride. And he’s smart. Nobody says all of what they’re thinking—other than the soft-minded—but Marlowe sees beneath the surface, to people’s true motivations, and worms out the truth.

What Chandler is saying about human nature and our society hits pretty hard. It takes someone like Marlowe to absorb all that baseness and not break. Despite the dark tone, there’s something bitterstweet and hopeful at the bottom of The Big Sleep. Justice comes, but at a terrible price, and we don’t know how much longer Marlowe, who’s our last man standing, can fight on.

A Reading Diary

Alberto Manguel wrote A Reading Diary over the course of a year, as he reread twelve of his favorite books. It centers around associative reading, by which he means that each book you read changes you, and will change the way you read the next book. The more you read, and the more widely you read, the more allusions you absorb, and the more connections you make—some of which the writer may not have intended.

Manguel writes less about the plot of the books than what the books mean, the underlying thread, and how that thread weaves through both his life and other literature he’s read. Each book is an opportunity to reassess his place in the world and to pull the things he loves tighter around him. Each connection he makes, from book to book, is a piton on which he can stand, which makes his position more secure.

Like Delany’s Jewel-Hinged Jaw, Manguel pushes me to think harder, think better, and read wider. Though Manguel had many good thoughts in A Reading Diary—he’s a smart man, and has considered a wide array of subjects—what I enjoyed most about the book is the new web of writers he’s introduced, and his take on them. I’m looking forward to Bioy Casares’s The Invention of Morel (I’ve already requested it. ILL, of course…) because of how much Manguel liked it, and because of how much I like Borges, who was Bioy Casares’s friend and critic. I’m also planning to read Chateaubriand’s Memoirs from Beyond the Grave (that link leads to an excellent annotated translation). Books like this would be worth it for the book list alone, but Manguel has given me much other intellectual fodder, such as this quote:

What is patriotism but the love of the food one ate as a child? — Lin Yutang

or this one, from Manguel himself:

Macbeth’s dilemma is that he wishes for acts without consequences–the only real impossibility.

A Reading Diary will settle into the silty folds of my brain, and, I’m hoping, breed something intelligent. Here’s to associative and accumulative reading, as that’s the main thrust of these entries and most of my writing.

Hell’s Angels: A Strange and Terrible Saga

Hunter S. Thompson makes me want to be a journalist. As with some other larger-than-life writers, I’m not sure where the legend ends and he begins, but since I’m interested in his writing and not his person, it doesn’t much matter. His love for language and his discipline are especially inspiring. I read somewhere, while was working as a copy-boy, he typed A Farewell to Arms and The Great Gatsby to feel their structure, and to understand what those two writers were doing beneath the surface. That sort of dedication is like a medical student sneaking into funeral homes. The rhythm and cadence in Thompson’s work, his clean prose and love for words is enjoyable on its own and gives me yet another high target for my own writing.

Thompson’s work draws me in because it gives me intimate access to otherwise unknowable people and events; I can see things firsthand which occurred 25 years before I was born. He makes the ultra-violent, one-percenter, outlaw biker subculture a palatable, prodable entity I can understand—at least as much as any bystander.  I can experience Barger, Tiny, even Thompson himself. I can see what they do in the wild, why they do these things, and what the effects are.

Thompson de-romanticizes the Hell’s Angels. Even at the time, after the initial panic had calmed, some groups began adopting them, thinking the Angels were tame revolutionaries. They invited the Angels to hip parties where the women were enamored of the their outlaw status and the men wanted to talk about isolation and alienation and all that heavy stuff that made the Angels tear off on massive, howling motorcycles to pillage the California countryside. The hipsters mostly gave that up after the Angels beat them up at a few demonstrations.

The Angels are a brutal menace—not Robin Hood or Marlon Brando or anyone you can predict or control. Life with the Angels is not an action movie: when somebody gets stomped, real ribs break; there are lasting consequences. But the Angels disregard all thought of the future, or the effects of their decisions. Their modus operandi is entirely hedonistic, moment-to-moment, though intense loyalty to the club presides. Most of them don’t keep steady jobs, they live for being Angels: for the runs, the binges, and the parties. They take the premise of “all for one, one for all” and extend it to barbarism. If you strike an Angel, all other Angels will come to his aid—whether he was right or not, whether he hit you first; regardless of provocation, once one Angel is offended, all Angels are offended. And they will hurt you in interesting new ways.

Thompson’s journalism—good journalism in general—also sheds light on the culture of the times. Each piece he writes—Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, ditto on the Campaign trail ’72, The Great Shark Hunt—each of these is about more than the subject at hand. He speaks about small things in a way we can extrapolate to larger statements about our culture, and about people in general. His treatment of the Hell’s Angels is no different. They’re a prototype, he says. The Hell’s Angels aren’t an anomaly, they’re the future.

Sunstone (Piedra De Sol)

I was thrown off, initially, by the run-on, unfinished beginning of Piedra de Sol, or The Sunstone, by Octavio Paz. It’s all one jumbled sentence and it starts mid-way. I realized, when I finished reading, that the poem loops. When you get to the end, it’s not the end; Paz repeats the beginning stanza, which gives you a cyclical context in which to make sense of that first stanza.

Throughout the twelve page poem, Paz interchanges metaphors for love and time, so I wasn’t sure if he was talking about a lover or something bigger, perhaps space-time, or if he made any distinction between the two. Passages like this suggest either his lover is above humanity, or he’s being melodramatic:

I travel along the edge of your thoughts,

and my shadow falls from your white forehead,

my shadow shatters, and I gather the pieces

and go on with no body, groping my way…

He continues in the same vein, attributing progressively higher qualities to the person he loves, becoming more frankly sexual while, at the same time, transcending creaturely concerns of procreation and pleasure. His lover is cosmic, and his love is beyond human comprehension. He says,

I travel your body, like the world,

your belly is a plaza full of sun,

your breasts two churches where blood

performs its own, parallel rites,

my glances cover you like ivy,

you are a city the sea assaults,

a stretch of ramparts split by the light

in two halves the color of peaches,

a domain of salt, rocks and birds,

under the rule of oblivious noon

It’s not melodrama. Because the poem is so highly focused on the speaker’s beloved and the act of loving her, and because he is so erudite, we believe him when he calls her “a city the sea assaults.” He leads us to believe greater and greater things about her until, after a progression of extreme superlatives, our thoughts naturally turn to Venus. Distilled, “Piedra de Sol is a circular poem based on the circular Aztec calendar. Piedra de Sol […] is written as a single cyclical sentence reflecting the synodic period of the planet Venus. The poem reflects this period of 584 days within its 584 lines” (Wikipedia).

Paz is using Venus as shorthand to extol those moments of beauty which elevate our mundane perception of the people around us to otherworldly glory—what he sees in Piedra de Sol. Every once in a while, I catch a glimpse of what he’s after—it doesn’t last long, but the sensation is sweet.

Radiohead + Christopher Walken = Gold Record

This Flash app takes a song you upload and fills it with, as you might expect from the name, more cowbell—on beat, if it can. Then it inserts snippets of the Saturday Night Live sketch at random intervals (Christopher Walken & Will Ferrell dialogue, primarily) and saves the resulting file on their server.

They keep a list of recent songs, so other people can enjoy your song as well. I scrolled through the list and listened to a few. The cowbell struggled to stay on beat in a few songs, notably “The Times They are A’Changing” by Bob Dylan, but most meshed pretty well. The irony of infusing “Here Comes the Sun,” by the Beatles, with Christopher Walken’s studio advice fills me with a warm glow.

Likewise, what could make an iconic song of the 1990s even better?

More cowbell.

Make your own at MoreCowbell.dj