Skip to content

Chinese Oppression and American Hypocrisy

Reading this article, from Reuters, adds to my overall distaste for the People’s Republic of China. When I read it for the first time, I thought it was a parody in poor taste, possibly from the Onion, or something similar, submitted by mistake. But it’s not; it’s as real as Tienanmen Square, China’s continued occupation of Tibet, and their history of oppressing their own people for gain. What gets me most of all, in that article, is the ban on people who are mentally ill. What kind of government bans the mentally ill so the city can have a good “look”?

So my questions are these: Why are we sending a team to the Olympics? Why do we say nothing of substance to this country? I have all sorts of dark theories about moneybags corporations and the power they wield over our policymakers, but more likely it’s because most Americans don’t care.

There are, of course, many other bad things going on in the world (a significant number of those in Africa), but by going to the Olympics, and by continuing to buy a ton of stuff made in China, we’re actively endorsing them, and their evil.  Can we do that in good conscience?

Dr. Horrible’s Sing-Along Blog

I’m pretty late on noticing this, but Joss Whedon (and Company) have made something delightful and fresh. Again. A supervillian musical, made especially for the internet and eventually DVD, with extras. Some people (not me) think one needs a reason to do something like that besides the self-evident ones. As in: supervillains, a freeze-ray, self-important superheroes, a beautiful woman doing laundry, and conducting a sweet experiment in releasing creative things on the internet.

More than musically expounding on the glory of ultra-villainous horses, they tried something bold while top-heavy studios are lamenting their own obsolescence. Whedon explains his reasoning on the Dr. Horrible site:

The idea was to make it on the fly, on the cheap – but to make it. To turn out a really thrilling, professionalish piece of entertainment specifically for the internet. To show how much could be done with very little. To show the world there is another way. To give the public (and in particular you guys) something for all your support and patience. And to make a lot of silly jokes. Actually, that sentence probably should have come first.

Punk rock!  Reminds me of the stirring exhortation Ralph Bakshi gave at Comicon (not that I was there…) in response to a question about how to weather scary changes in animation (my paraphrase).  Skip to :40 if you don’t want “going up the elevator” footage. (video thanks to ASIFA). After hearing that, I wanted to go out and write a movie, and hey–I have Flash, maybe animate it myself too. So if anybody wants to make a movie, let me know. I have other stories to write in the meantime.

I am inspired. Seeing people make things like this, for relatively cheap, makes me want to go out and do likewise. In the ever-inspiring words of Captain Hammer, the arch-nemesis of Dr. Horrible (who has a doctorate in horribleness), “It’s not enough to bash it heads, you have to bash in minds.”

Alexandr Solzhenitsyn is Dead

The writer Alexandr Solzhenitsyn died yesterday. In his youth, he was imprisoned for eight years in Stalin’s gulag–prison camps, about which he wrote extensively and beautifully, with dry and subtle humor–for writing some “disrespectful remarks about Stalin” in personal letters to a friend. The magnitude of this injustice leaves a sour taste in my mouth.

Solzhenitsyn wrote some of the enlightening books on prison and oppression–in secret, for most of life.  He wrote the Cancer Ward, Right Hand, Matryona’s Farm, The Gulag Archipelago, a treatise on the forced labor camp system, and, my favorite by him, One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich.  He won the Nobel prize for Literature in 1970. And he had to smuggle most of his work out of the Soviet Union to see any word in print.

His work, like George Orwell’s, reminds me of our collective nature. We’re never far from the casual brutality they described. When we abdicate personal responsibility in favor of convenience, or out of fear, we give absolute power to those who crave it. Stalin was heinous, and a terrible person, but he wasn’t an alien–he was human, and merely unrestrained. Given the right circumstances, any country could have her Stalin.

Music As Language

This clip spurred me to think about an aspect of music I haven’t thought deeply on. Music as language:

Bob Kauflin, speaking on music as language

I think music functions as language, and that we glean emotions, inspiration, etc. from it, but what is the criteria for language? Birdsong is beautiful, and could move our emotions, but it may actually be some bird shouting “BUZZ OFF. THAT’S MY TREE–MY TREE–MY TREE,” or it might be empty tones. Our emotions may move during a sunset, but does that make the sunset language? Maybe. I’m open to the idea.

Kauflin’s distinction between types of language interests me. He says,  “Music cannot communicate propositional truth.” All communication requires context, though, and his next point is music can remind us of propositional truth by evoking our worldview through our emotions.

His emotionally charged response to the sonata, for example, is linked to his knowledge of God, and his creative work. So Kauflin was moved by his own analysis, and the connections he made in his own mind.

But I don’t know much (read: anything) about linguistics or music, so it’s certainly an area for research and more thinking.

The Ladies of Grace Adieu

This collection of eight short stories by Susanna Clarke reads in much the same vein as her novel Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell, which one might expect, since all but one of the stories are set in that world. The odd one out, called The Duke of Wellington Misplaces His Horse, is part of Neil Gaiman’s Stardust universe, but has the same dry, Victorian flavor as her other work.

I love her casual references to the established mythos of their parallel culture, and the removed scholarly commentator tone. The story of the Charcoal Burner–alluded to in Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell–of the frailer side of John Uskglass, the Raven king, is my particular favorite. You may read an excerpt on her site.

A huge fixture in the world is magic, especially fairie magic. Her treatment of the magic and apparent madness of fairies is subtle, and made me think hard.  Faeries are capricious, and, by our rationalist measure, mad, in the same imaginitive way children are mad.  A child’s reasoning is insane, by adult standards, and we recognize any adult truly thinking like a child to be sick.  Fairies treat inanimate objects like people, because to them, and in their system of magic, objects are the same as people; as she says, “the distinction is quite unintelligible.” So, they’re not crazy; they actually have a universe which answers to different laws.

She illustrates the fairies’ seemingly mad perception in one of her brilliant footnote asides by telling the story of a faerie assassin who tried to use a pistol and some shot, instead of magic, to kill a fairie prince, the Old Man of the White Tower. He failed, was captured, and imprisoned. The pistol and the shot were also imprisoned, each in a separate cell. After a few centuries, the would-be assassin died in prison.  But, she continues,

[t]he pistol and the shot, on the other hand, are still [imprisoned], still considered by the Old Man as equally culpable, still deserving punishment for their wickedness. Several other fairies who wished to kill the Old Man of the White Tower have begun by devising elaborate plans to steal the pistol and the shot, which have attained a strange significance in the minds of the Old Man’s enemies. It is well known to fairies that metal, stone and wood have stubborn natures; the gun and shot were set upon killing the Old Man in 1697 and it is quite inconceivable to the fairy mind that they could have wavered in the intervening centuries.

Taken in entirety, the book reads as an apocryphal addition to JS&N.  I enjoyed Tom Brightwind and John Uskglass and the Cumbrian Charcoal Burner the most, Mrs Mabb the least, but the whole collection was a pleasant read, and I very much enjoyed this return to the world of JS&N. Her prose is a constant pleasure, and the elliptical way she treats the subject matter always leaves me wanting another story.

Born Standing Up

Steve Martin’s autobiography wasn’t as funny as I was expecting. I assumed it would be the same flavor of wacky banjo silliness as he’s done elsewhere, or the SNL Wild and Crazy Guys-type goofiness. It’s not. He’s calm and introspective, even sedate, in his analysis of his own life–the events which shaped him, family, career, cultural context, and education–and of his approach to comedy and the evolution of his method.

I didn’t like reading about his relationship with his father growing up, and the resulting period of isolation from his family. His father wanted to be an actor, but gave up on it, and disapproved of Martin’s work–even when he was selling out massive arenas and raking in the money. That sort of selfishness is repugnant to me, and it’s heartbreaking to hear of fathers treating their children so poorly.

His pursuit of originality strikes a chord with me, as does his shy, magician’s preference for privacy. He says, in what becomes a mantra, when you’re on stage, every second counts, every gesture matters. The glib, formless veneer of his routines hides the currents of thought flowing beneath. He describes his perception of stand-up in the introduction:

My most persistent memory of stand-up is of my mouth being in the present and my mind being in the future: the mouth speaking the line, the body delivering the gesture, while the mind looks back, observing, analyzing, judging, worrying, and then deciding when and what to say next. Enjoyment while performing was rare–enjoyment would have been an indulgent loss of focus that comedy cannot afford.

Also, I never realized how smart Steve Martin is. The theory, planning, and thought that went into his routines is astounding, and took about fifteen years to develop. He’s well-read, an art collector, and a writer of considerable skill. And he’s funny.

Let Us Quickly Hasten to the Gate of Ivory

Thomas M. Disch committed suicide a few days ago, and I watched all the writer and artist bloggers to whom I subscribe mourn his passing. I hadn’t read anything by Disch until today and, honestly, hadn’t heard of him either.

He was a poet, a short story and novel writer, and critic; he won several major awards, and was nominated for many others. He wrote the novella The Brave Little Toaster, on which the movie of the same name was based.

I was walking by my bookcase and I’m not sure why this particular book caught my eye, but it did. I have a few hundred books in stacks and piles and domino lines across my room, most of them double-stacked in my tallest bookcase, so for any one book to jump out, and for me to pick it out and look at it is fairly odd, especially since my to-read stack of library and friend-borrowed books is 25 high. I rarely browse anymore.  But I noticed quark/#1, a quarterly of short speculative fiction edited by Samuel R. Delany and Marilyn Hacker, picked it up, saw Disch’s name alongside Le Guin and Lafferty, and, because his name has been floating around lately, read the story.

My first thought was, This is the only story I’ve read by Disch, and it’s set in a cemetery.

Let Us Quickly Hasten to the Gate of Ivory is well-crafted; Disch’s characterization is full-orbed, and his description serves its purpose, though it’s fairly mundane and staid for sf.  I think the sedate feel fits well with the sleepy golf course ambiance of the cemetery, and makes the ensuing struggle to find a way out of the graveyard menacing. But it’s not primarily about death or labyrinthine menace; it’s about family, and love, and the fragile, complicated relationships we weave around ourselves like clothing.

It’s a comforting story, in a way.  His characters love each other in deep, complex ways, the way real people do, and we see hints of full relationships throughout. I didn’t get a sense of a malign universe, just an uncaring, complex one that makes us huddle together, our backs against the dark. We have solace in each other when the universe around us is twists into dark shapes or simply exists beyond our ken, as it does here.

And I’m sad a man who wrote a story like this would kill himself in the end.

Busking with the Bulls

Last weekend, Tofer, Philip, Brad and I, as Dapper Dandy and the Good Day Sirs! (sans Amy) went busking outside the Durham Bulls stadium.  We roamed around for a bit, looking for a good spot.  There weren’t too many people around, so we started playing outside Mellow Mushroom, but got chased away by a Segway cop (on the grounds that we were on private property).  So we moved to the other side of the building, at the recommendation of the parking guy across the street.

We played songs from The Reckoning, and a few from the in-progress Minotaur and the Merrimack, which will be a collection of folk–or otherwise weird–tales cribbed from the Brothers Grimm, the Civil War, and our own fetid minds.  It’s been a lot of fun to write.

I was surprised at the level of interest we garnered from random passers-by.  Chris stayed on guitar for most of it, stalking up and down the corner, stomping his feet and and singing as loudly as he could, though the wind whisked his voice away.  We need a PA system, or at least some head-mounted megaphones.  Philip was, as usual, scorching on violin and mandolin, and even gave a spontaneous performance on tambourine, with one hand waving free, silhouetted by the street, circled by the circus sidewalk, and so on.  Brad hunkered down by the streetlamp and played banjo with those little claw attachments he has.  And I banged on a single snare drum with one brush and tried to stay on beat.  I played harmonica for a song or two also, which was a pleasant break from snare/tambo.

Despite all that, we actually had some fans.  One of the waitresses at Mellow Mushroom came out and listened for a while and even dropped some money into our open case (which, everyone knows, is busker code for “pay me”).   Every few people walking by put something in, actually.  And we had a few families sit on the concrete and listen for a few songs.  Their two toddler boys started slam-dancing to Absinthe in 3/4, which was excellent to see.  Especially since one of them had a curly mullet, and the other a blond bowl cut.  Throwback toddlers.  All these people put some money in, and we weren’t even playing during the post-game rush.  We made–get this–$44.  Fourty-four dollars.  Yow.

Once we got too tired to play anymore, we sat around at Mellow Mushroom for a while.  I don’t know which I like more: being enjoyed by people who don’t know and/or love me already (like my family), or all the strange and wonderful stories my friends tell.

NeoBudget

So I found an efficient, very cheap way to keep track of my budget.  And I’m all about cheap (or free) things.

It’s a site called Neobudget, and it’s based on the envelope method (which they explain).  It took me a little while to get into it, because I’m lazy, but budgeting by envelopes is easy, once you start.  Each paycheck allots a certain amount to each category (e.g. “books,” “books,” “food,” “more books”).   Then, when you spend money, you subtract funds from any envelopes to which the purchase would apply.  And you can split transactions, so if you went to Wal-mart and bought some books, and also a handful of rice, you could subtract funds from “Entertainment” and “Food.”  It cuts down on the hassle of working everything out in notebooks or spreadsheets, and you don’t have to do everything by cash, like you would if you used actual envelopes.

The balancing feature is especially cool.  You enter your bank account’s balance and check through a list of transactions, and it tells you how much the NeoBudget account balance is off from your bank account’s balance. If you stay current, and remember to input your transactions every day or every few days, it doesn’t take much time at all, and you always know how much money you have, and where it’s going.

If you go into “Reports” you can see how you’ve spent your money since you started using NeoBudget.  A graph shows how the balance in each envelope has changed, and they’re coming out with more reporting options, so figuring out over the long term how much you should allocate to different expenses is going to get even easier.

You can color code your envelopes and drag/drop them around to group them thematically, or however you’d like to organize them.  And–if you have a multi-person household–you can all access the account, and it’ll keep track of who does what.

The subscription is $2.50 a month, which is almost silly it’s so cheap, and you get the first month free, so you can get used to it, and try it out.

The cool part about a budget is you end up having more money, and less guilt or paranoia about spending it, because you know exactly how much you can spend on books (or your favorite equivalent).  NeoBudget fits my criteria: cheap, straightforward, and efficient.

Writer lists are hard to make

The SFX Magazine list of science fiction and fantasy’s top 100 writers surprised me, especially when I scanned the full 100.  These sorts of lists always degrade into a sort of desert island scenario for me, and I spend more time rearranging people than reading more good books (which is all I want the list for anyway, to find more great writers).  So I’m not really paying attention to rank order, because how do you measure Harlan Ellison’s screed of invasive, inflammatory, beautiful spleen against Neil Gaiman, who’s quieter, but just as deep, wise, and scary?  I love both their work, and I’m not going to place one over the other.

They’re aimed at the same mark in the end, and that mark is you, dear reader, though Harlan Ellison is more of a surface-to-anything missile with micro-surgery attachments, and Neil Gaiman contents himself with pulling your gizzard inside out by way of your nostrils, after which he very politely gives you a crown of daisies he wove himself.  These men have different methods, that’s all I’m saying, and it might not be fair to judge Douglas Adams by the same stick as Issac Asimov.  Not talking about quality, but about catagories and terms, and what they set out to do.

And, because I’m troublesome like this, some part of me is asking, “Where’s Borges on that list?”